2 things 

People are only bothered by 2 things

The fear for their destiny

And their past relationships

Others things, they only annoy you.

But are you an addict of love, or pain?

Stuck in reverse, running in circle

Please drag yourself out of it

or we will all end up being alone

Because human beings love to suffer.

but if you never try, you will never know.


something that i relate to.. (Before Sunrise)

“I always feel this pressure of being a strong and independent icon of womanhood, and without making it look my whole life is revolving around some guy. But loving someone, and being loved means so much to me. We always make fun of it and stuff. But isn’t everything we do in life a way to be loved a little more?”

ok Lets just be honest for a second ..

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The Answer Must Be in the Attempt  



Celine: You know, I've been wondering lately. Do you know anyone who's in a happy relationship?
Jesse: Uh, yeah, sure. I know happy couples. But I think they lie to each other.
Celine: Hmf. Yeah. People can lead their life as a lie. My grandmother, she was married to this man, and I always thought she had a very simple, uncomplicated love life. But she just confessed to me that she spent her whole life dreaming about another man she was always in love with. She just accepted her fate. It's so sad.
Jesse: I guarantee you, it was better that way. If she'd ever got to know him, I'm sure he would have disappointed her eventually.
Celine: How do you know? You don't know them.
Jesse: Yeah, I know, I know. It's just, people have these romantic projections they put on everything. That's not based on any kind of reality.

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A person is more than our eyes can see

“I look like a blond Shrek trying too hard with this hair, if i saw myself on a streetcar i wouldn’t want to talk to myself either.”

“so what? then own it, be the bitch, experiment it, see what this hair brings to your personality.”

I always thought i was very capable of not to stereotype people, not putting people into certain categories, capable of not being racist,  sexist, capable of giving no fucks of what others people think of my life, my decision.

but for the longest time i was scared to dye my hair blond; why? Why does ones hair colour matters so much? what am I scared of? Continue reading A person is more than our eyes can see

Romance is a beautiful illusion (Boston edition) 


For a moment I really felt like this is the Before Sunrise happening to me. The only differences probably are he was the one reading book, and we were heading to New York City instead of Paris. Surprisingly he also knows the trilogy and Linklater.

We talked about edm lauchpad, we talked about piano. We talked about Hayao Miyazaki, we talked about Charles Bukowski. We talked about Reservoir Dogs,  we talked about Waking Life. We talked about Lucid Dreaming Techniques, we talked about American Pie.
We talked about how we dont like politics but still would be interesting to see Donald Trump to be elected just to see how crazy this world can get (but no please). We talked about how he and his girlfriends at the time had an argument about their trip because he doesn’t like to plan and the unknowns are the best.

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Hiding in my Notes

November 6, 2015 at 11: 02 PM

“saw this video of Ryan Higa while I was having a bad day. I asked my friend how can i have that positive attitude all the time like him, he gave me a term called “Being in front of camera for your audience”. Although it sounds kind of like at work with your customers, this reminded me of why i want to be a film/theatre major in the first place.

Camera brings your best self. You want your audience always shares your positivity, and then it gradually becomes your responsibility to be energetic and create a supportive system for them. At the same time, it also gives your the impetuese to look at things in alternative ways.

all in all, make people happy, make people’s life easier, while you doing things that make you happy too. ;)”


March 15, 2016 at 10:46 PM

“To awaken quite alone in a strange town is one of the most pleasant sensation in the world.”

– Freya Stark

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